Tired of being the initiater full#

I have continued to keep in contact with our friends who don’t reciprocate via text and phone calls, and all of them have mentioned that they miss getting together to which I have responded, “I miss that too, we would love to get out of the house and see you guys!” Slowly the other couples started not inviting us, they would accept invitations when we invited them, and they would tell us how much they enjoyed seeing us, but no longer invited us out.īeing the only ones to host or plan was getting to be a bit of a strain and after a year of being the only hosts my husband and I decided to stop issuing invitations in hopes that someone would pick up the slack, but no one has. My husband and I live rurally and both of us work from home, so getting invited to go do things was very important to us. We used to get together regularly, with each couple taking a turn to host, sometimes in our homes, but also sometimes planning an outing like going to see a movie, or picnicking at the lake. My husband and I have a group of friends we have known for many years.

If you are ready to meet yourself at the deepest level - I'd be honoured to be your guide.Do you have friends who don’t reciprocate? What would you do if friends depended on you to host the party all the time? QUESTION I am now passionate about guiding others into their own embodiment of wholeness and exploration of Personhood. I’ve learnt and explored energy healing, Gene Keys, Personhood, plant medicines, meditation, yoga, long term travelling, open relating, sacred sexuality, two immigrations, a corporate life, a hotel business, deep retreat experiences and high level mentors to get to a place where I feel an inseparable connection to Life/Divinity/Source and my innate wholeness. I've continuously dove into the exploration of my psyche and the emotional world, asking the questions ' Where am I not free?' and ' Where is the victim hiding?'. Over the past 10 years, I've bee n on an epic healing journey that led me right into the centre of my suffering and then beyond into freedom. Also I'm an infinite Being of Presence that is living this life as Sasha. Also I'm an energy intuitive and an empowerment guide. I am an ordinary human being with a deep love for Life and the human experience. Welcome to Personhood – the cultivation of the direct, embodied experience of the “I” and the embodiment of your wholeness.īecause let’s be honest, unless you have access to the “I” that is experiencing your body, thoughts, feelings, emotions, sensations, and your life circumstances – you will be identified with your world of experience and will never feel truly grounded, centered, and fulfilled. It is during these times when we have exhausted ourselves with our endless search and 'conditioned pursuit of happiness', when we are ready for the piece of the puzzle that changes everything Īllowing you to move away from suffering and into freedom.

Tired of being the initiater full#

Are you in a continuous spiritual purification process and seeking mode?ĭo you wake up feeling tired and discouraged with a nagging sense that you are not expressing your full potential?ĭo you feel like you are continuously chasing your own tail in order to ‘fit into the world’?Īre you tired of conforming to societal ideals and expectations of you?Ĭongratulations! You've come to a predictable point on the spiritual path!